This is the official blog for filmmaker Tom DiCillo. It began in 2006 by chronicling the making and the distribution of DiCillo’s 6th feature film, Delirious. It should be noted that every word written here is true with the sole exception of the stuff that was made up. This blog will occasionally venture off-shore and into uncharted waters. Here are the facts about Tom DiCillo. Anything else you read is unauthorized and unappreciated.

Tom DiCillo was born in 1953 in Camp LeJeune, North Carolina, the second of three children. His father was a Colonel in the USMC. As a result DiCillo moved every two years to different military bases and small towns across America. Technically you could say he’s from nowhere.

He has lived in California, Virginia, North Carolina, New York and Bangkok, Thailand. He attended 3 elementary schools, 2 highschools and 2 reform schools.

DiCillo earned a BA in Creative Writing from Old Dominion University in Norfolk, VA in 1975. DiCillo moved to NYC in 1976 and attended NYU Graduate Film School. While there he wrote and directed 6 short films and was awarded the Paulette Goddard Scholarship. He received his MA in 1979 and quickly got his first film job sweeping the floor on a Pepsi commercial.

DiCillo then studied acting for 8 years. He performed in numerous off-off Broadway stage productions and several independent films. In 1984 DiCillo shot (and acted in) Stranger Than Paradisefor friend and filmschool classmate Jim Jarmusch. The international success of that film lead to cinematography offers from around the world for a great array of films that paid no money.


In 1987 DiCillo pieced together a series of monologues he’d written and put on a 1-Man show in Manhattan called Johnny Suede. The success of the show prompted him to reshape the material into his first full-length screenplay. Thanks to a grant from the National Endowment and support from the Sundance Institute, DiCillo directed Johnny Suede, his first feature, in 1990. The film starred the then unknown Brad Pitt and began DiCillo’s 4 film collaboration with Catherine Keener. Johnny Suede won Best Picture at the 1991 Locarno Film Festival and was distributed domestically by Miramax.

DiCillo followed with Living In Oblivion in 1995. The film starred Steve Buscemi, Catherine Keener and Dermot Mulroney and won Best Screenplay at the 1991 Sundance Film Festival. Other awards include Best Picture at the Deauville Film Festival.

In 1996 DiCillo wrote and directed Box of Moonlight, starring John Turturro, Sam Rockwell and again Ms. Keener. The film premiered at Sundance and was in the Main Competition at the Venice Film Festival.

DiCillo made The Real Blonde in 1998, starring Matthew Modine, Catherine Keener, Darryl Hannah and Christopher Lloyd. The film opened the Deauville Film Festival and was released in the US by Paramount. In 2000 DiCillo wrote and directed Double Whammy, starring Denis Leary, Elizabeth Hurley, Steve Buscemi and Chris Noth. Most people claim they have never seen Double Whammy which might have something to do with the fact that despite an “ironclad” distribution contract it was never released theatrically.

In 2006 DiCillo wrote and directed Delirious, starring Steve Buscemi, Michael Pitt, Alison Lohman, Gina Gershon and Elvis Costello. Delirious won Best Director and Best Screenplay at the San Sebastian Film Festival as well as numerous other awards including Special Jury Prize at the Istanbul Film Festival and Best Director at the HBO Comedy Arts Festival. Delirious was “released” in the US on August 15. For the joys of that experience please refer directly to the BLOG. More recently Deliriouswas an official selection at Ebertfest 2008, Roger Ebert’s festival for Best Overlooked Films.

In 2007, DiCillo signed on with Rhino and Wolf Pictures to write and direct the first feature documentary about The Doors. What was scheduled to be a 3 month endeavor turned into 2 1/2 years of work. The resulting film, When You’re Strange, won the Grammy in 2011. The film premiered in competition at the 2009 Sundance Film Festival. It also was in the Official Selection at the 2009 Berlin Film Festival. It opened theatrically in the US on April 9, 2010 and has been released in most countries around the world.

DiCillo has just completed a feature documentary, Down In Shadowland. The film was made completely by DiCillo and shot entirely underground in the NYC subway system. The film has been picked up for international distribution by Factory 25.

In addition to his cinematic endeavors DiCillo has written two works of semi-non fiction detailing his experiences making films; “Eating Crow” (Living In Oblivion) and “Notes From Overboard” (Box of Moonlight). He has directed for television and has three feature scripts in development.

In 2007, DiCillo formed a band with UK guitarist Will Crewdson and bassist/vocalist Grog Roxx of Die So Fluid. They call themselves The Black & Blue Orkestre. They released an album called HURT ME TENDER in 2013. Crewdson has moved on to solo projects and work with other bands. Grog is also focusing on her own music though she still remains an honorary and semi-active member of The Black & Blue Orkestre. DiCillo is currently at work recording new tracks for the band with a number of guest musicians.

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  1. rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain – hello, tom.
    faces on the streets of this city need someone
    who knows how to frame a shot. they keep
    slipping off the sides into the rivers. messy.
    then they are eaten by salamanders

  2. Tom,
    I want to thank you for “When You’re Strange”. I watched it through netflix 2 weeks ago and since then purchased it and have watched it 4 times.
    I was 8 years old when I was turned onto the Doors as well as all the other bands of the late sixties (by my cousin who lived with us while attending college). The Doors have always been my favorite band and always will be.
    The footage you were able to obtain and use in this film did and does make me feel as if I was right there with the band (as Johnny Depp has mentioned).
    It makes me sad that the Doors and the sixties are gone. That was the only chance the youth had at true freedom and it was lost.
    Sometimes I cry when I watch your film and sometimes I smile, but you definitely have captured the mystique of the Doors like no other (very pure).
    Thank you,

    1. Hello Lisa,
      Thanks very much for your comment. I’m glad you were touched by the film. I took a great risk choosing to use only the original footage but I agree with you (and Johnny Depp) that it makes you feel you are right next to Jim, Ray, John and Robbie.

      Yes, the 60’s were an intense time for kids in America. I think that for one very brief moment there really was the belief that young people could change the world. It still blows my mind that college kids were making the news every night protesting the Vietnam war–really going out there and fighting against Nixon, the military and “authority”. I miss that fighting spirit among our kids today.

      I also miss the willingness to see the benefits of the Inner Journey. I don’t care if I sound ethereal cereal. This journey has been crucial to the development of every human being’s soul since man crawled out of the swamp. And now the use of our opposable thumbs is limited primarily to punching in typographical smiley faces and our gaze is permanently fixed straight down at our tiny blue screen navels. The window of our souls indeed.

      But, don’t despair. The flame still burns on, clearly in you–and from the responses to the film, many others.

      My best to you,

  3. Hello Tom,

    I have just recently been introduced to your films, very impressive, keep up the good work! Your list of recommended films is interesting, and I am curious, what are the two or three films that most inspired you to become a filmaker when you were younger and why? Also, I have noticed there aren’t any films made in the last decade on this page. If you had to pick one, what would it be? Thanks for your posts, your communication with film fans is much appreciated.

    best wishes,

    Thomas, N. Ireland

    1. Hey Thomas,
      Thanks for writing. I was turned on to the idea of a different kind of film when I was 20. I joined a film society at my college and had my mind blown first by Fellini’s La Strada. Around that same time I was deeply influenced by Midnight Cowboy, Slaughterhouse 5, Masculin Feminin, Viridiana, The 400 Blows and Rashamon.

      All of those films are focused on themes and ideas that are deeply human. Most of them also have an odd sense of humor. Something about that combination really excites me and perhaps that is why I am drawn to attempting films like that of my own.

      There are several films on the recommended list that are from the past decade; Mulholland Dr., Pan’s Labrynth, Naked, Thin Red Line and Sexy Beast. But, I would also add Fargo, The Trip, Oh Brother Where Art Thou and most recently The Separation to the list.

      It would be very hard to pick one though. Perhaps this week I will choose Mulholland Dr because it remains one of few truly innovative films of the last 10 years. As I’ve said, David Lynch is one of the rare filmmakers who is actually creating new film language.


  4. Hi Tom,

    This is a first for me – blogging – I just watched When You Are Strange. I do footage, still, content research, rights and clearances for broadcast TV and film and I have to say I just loved the way you used what I am assuming is archival material of The Doors during their run together. So many gems! I think it adds this wonderful quality to your piece.
    And I am usually pretty good at determining what is archival material and what has been shot or “re-enacted” in documentaries. There were a few moments while watching your film where I was not quite sure.
    I listened to The Doors growing up and felt their impact even though I was very young, the memories are there.
    Thank you for your film – it was quite real and refreshing and it makes me happy as a researcher that these gems exist!
    Thank you, thank you!

  5. Hey Roberta,
    Thanks for taking your first plunge into the blogosphere here. Also, thanks for your kind words about When You’re Strange.

    Your observations are fascinating because 99.99% of the material for the film was either archival, or footage taken directly from The Doors vault. Jim asked a classmate from UCLA, Paul Ferrara, to begin filming them in concert as early as 1967. That’s where most of the performance and behind the scenes material came from.

    You may be aware from reading here that in 1969 Jim Morrison wrote, directed and starred in a 50 minute color film called HWY (also shot by Ferrara). I used outtakes from his film for all the scenes with Jim driving and wandering through the desert; the coyote, the gas stations, the swimming.

    If you’ve read here you will also be aware of how amused I was that most people thought that was all re-enacted; especially sniffy critics who didn’t even bother to ask.

    The rest of the material was gathered from film archives by our researcher Deborah Ricketts. I spent many, many hours weeding through it all to find images that I felt best served the film.

    There is no film footage that I’m aware of for the Miami concert. This entire sequence was re-created by my editors and I using material from other Doors concerts. It is interesting to me that no one has ever mentioned this, despite the fact the lack of material is pretty well known.

    There are only two fragments that we actually filmed. One was a close up of the period road map seen at the beginning of the film. And the other was the sequence of the “state of the art” 4 track tape recorder used to record The Doors first album. There was actually a working machine in the sound dept of Universal Studios (where I was editing). I felt that seeing it was important to the drama of that moment so one morning I went over with a little home video camera and shot the footage of the reels spinning and the meters moving. Then we made it black & white and added some grit and grain to it.

    That’s it. Every other frame in the film is real.

  6. when i heard what the nature of -When You’re Strange- would be,i knew i had to see it because i knew i most certainly would be in it-i am! the riot scene at The Singer Bowl when the camera scans the audience-my sister & i-just 2 lost little black girls in the city of night. thank you everso. nothing could ever compare to jim in the flesh!

  7. Saw “Living in Oblivion” down here in OC, CA so many years ago. My wife and I both quote it and laugh about it to this day. Chad Palomino sneaking into frame behind Catherine Keener. Still makes me smile. (We both left saying “Man, that Keener gal is amazing. Hope she gets somewhere.”) Saw “The real blonde” and still treasure the bow tie scene. Both films are gems that need to be required viewing for anybody who claims to be an “indie” fan. Thank you Mr. DeCillo.

    1. Hey Cameron,
      Sorry it took me a while to get back to you. I’m glad you and your wife enjoyed Oblivion. I’ve got to confess I’ve laughed at the Chad Palomino/Keener scenes many times both during and after the film. And yes, Ms. Keener did get somewhere–as did Peter Dinklage.
      I’m also pleased you enjoyed The Real Blonde. That’s a tough film for me. I put a lot into it, and there is much in it I like but I wish to hell I could re-cut to its original Director’s Cut.

  8. Hi Tom
    This is a bit of an usual request but I would like to use the image on the cover of Living in Oblivion in a book I am writing for teachers to be published by Routledge. One of the teachers in my doctoral study used your film to teach her senior students film protocols. Could you please give me permission to reproduce it as part of the introduction to one of the chapters. Thank you. Please respond using my email address.

  9. Hi Tom,
    I just wanted to tell you how much I love “When You’re Strange”. I have watched it countless times alone and with friends. You made this documentary so perfectly! You convey an era, a person, a story, and the American psyche. Great narration and editing. Thank you! I hope you will create many more projects. All good wishes.

    1. Thanks Maryam, that is very kind of you to say. I’m glad you liked the film. I worked hard on it for quite a while. It is a time period that means a lot to me and obviously a lot of other people, including yourself.
      I’m hoping to get some of my film projects going soon. Always working on them. Not always seeing eye to eye with the current independent film making machine.

  10. Dear Tom: My good friend and fellow Boston editor and filmmaker James Rutenbeck just gave me a heads up on your website. Looks great.

    You are one of my favorite filmmakers of all time. I have turned countless friends and students onto your films, especially the beauties “Living in Oblivion” “Box of Moonlight” and “The Real Blonde”

    Gotta track down “Delirious” which I somehow missed, and “Shadowland”

    Thank you so much for your great body of work.

    Keep on!

    1. Thanks Cob, Sorry it took so long to get back to you.
      I’m sincerely glad you appreciate the films. I think you would love Delirious. Buscemi is unbelievable in it. Down In Shadowland is much different, more of a personal artistic expression; if such a thing is still possible in the film world. But, again, I think you would enjoy it. Keep checking the site for release info.

      1. Thanks for the reply Tom. watched ‘Delirious’ last night and thoroughly enjoyed it. GREAT ensemble cast! And per norm, wonderful NYC cinematography. Your films all have so much heart. So genuine.

        Will be on the lookout for Down in Shadowland. Know I’ll dig it.


        1. Hey Cob, thanks for checking out the film. It actually got off to an amazing start on the European festival circuit. Best Director at San Sebastian, Best Screenplay. But for some reason the American distributors just didn’t get it. It ended up as a small arthouse release. That killed me.
          Because, as you pointed out, the cast is amazing and the film is full of humor and heart. I would say though the film belongs to Buscemi. I wrote every word, and I directed it as I saw the film, but Steve brings the film to life.

          1. Hi Tom: Happy Autumn. Just finished reading ‘The Cinema of Tom Dicillo’ by Wayne Byrne. What an absolute delight. A great window into your filmmaking mind, and of course the anecdotal stories were a blast.

            Also, since my last reply, I watched “People are Strange” and “Down in Shadowland.” Wow! Both beauties in a completely original way. As a doc editor, I was blown away by the style and storytelling in The Doors film. Near and dear to my heart, my first ever live rock’n roll concert was on a summer night in August, 1968, Kennedy Stadium, Bridgeport, CT when The Doors absolutely killed it. Went over the chain link fence with 100 other young fools sneaking in. I don’t think Jim would have minded. Loved the way you used his desert movie, and love the story behind you figuring out the editing puzzle. “Down in Shadowland” is jaw dropping selection of shots, cinematography and music. Bravo Tom…your body of work is a gift to the universe.

  11. Hey Tom,

    “Box of Moonlight” is among my favorite pictures. Loved the synth banjo score. I always laugh when Turturro’s eyelids are half way open and a quick passage of the banjo run sneaks in (when he’s sitting in the car, window down, talking to the Kid, near the end of the film, saying goodbye). Not sure why I laugh everytime I see that quick moment. I always forget about it, but then when I re-watch the movie, I always end up laughing at the same part. Crazy stuff.

  12. Nice to meet you yesterday !!!! I didn’t know your backgrownd but I knew you were special !!! I am Elena and I was having dinner with Kerry Fulton and Jose Toledo, my friends.

    1. Hello, Elena. Nice to meet you too. Jim is one of my oldest friends. He did the score for my first 4 films. How do you know him?

  13. Greetings from Maine Tom! Enjoyed watching Down in Shadowland the other week in Waterville at the Maine International Film Festival (MIFF). Very powerful and thought-provoking, and occasionally disturbing (as I said in the Q & A as well as in the lobby afterwards). Glad you understood my conflicted emotions about kids on the NY subway daily!

    I was telling you in the lobby how much I loved the music – your own as well as the other artists. It beautifully tied so many different and varied visuals together. You mentioned watching a video stream in the future for the music credits. When will the film stream? Is your composition available iTunes?

    Come back to Maine sometime!


  14. Hey Tom,
    Greetings from Italy.

    Yesterday I had the chance to watch Down to Shadowland on Mubi, twice in a row and then, with goosebumps and tears, I scrolled to pick up clips here and there. I confess I danced on section 6.
    What a magnificent docu!
    I’ve to say that I also have a fascination for NYC subway and newyorkers, that’s probably why you’ve got right to my heart.
    Thank you 🙂

    Any chance we’ll also see it on DVD? Only found on iTunes and Prime.
    All my best

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